Bryant
Hi.
It's been a long night so far and I've been thinking about our conversation the night before last. I have avoided several more conflicting relationship traps in the past. I am quite sure this pattern will remain in tact. I love the way you look at me.
I love your voice -- specifically the accent -- and they fact that you area true Baritone is extremely exciting...and I would like to hear more of it.
I know things are complicated by professional ethics. I wonder sometimes if it was His design -- or just our bloody luck that brought it to this point exactly. But, the one thing I am sure of in this crazy world, is that I truly am the luckiest woman on the face of the planet with you protecting me.
I know I have been difficult to deal with (understatement) and you can stop with the sound effects...
But, I know with a little more time I'll be the only one for us both and you can have your way. I just hope that you weren't involved then. You said, "close." Is there something you want not to tell me? I think that I might be too broken-hearted if you were involved in that. Surely, you loved me enough to ask me.
I wish I still had Automatic Chill.
Something is missing between us and I am afraid it is all the words you want to say but are unable to say at this time. So, I'm going to leave this right where I found it. Somewhere between the ether and our mutual visual - the truth will come out. But, do tell me, were you there?
And should I be furious, miffed, angry, pissed, or just complacent now that I know you better...
I'm willing to leave it in my past, too. Easier for you as you had no intentions of choosing immediately the night in question...or am I remiss in my assumption and you in the motive and opportunity?
It's really all His call at this time.
And, I have a feeling he has had enough of humanity for a bit. Too much going on in politics to make any of us happy at this moment. Just, know, I want to see you looking into my eyes as often as possible, okay. I just need the reassurance that you are always there...even if it is only to confirm.
~P
It's been a long night so far and I've been thinking about our conversation the night before last. I have avoided several more conflicting relationship traps in the past. I am quite sure this pattern will remain in tact. I love the way you look at me.
I love your voice -- specifically the accent -- and they fact that you area true Baritone is extremely exciting...and I would like to hear more of it.
I know things are complicated by professional ethics. I wonder sometimes if it was His design -- or just our bloody luck that brought it to this point exactly. But, the one thing I am sure of in this crazy world, is that I truly am the luckiest woman on the face of the planet with you protecting me.
I know I have been difficult to deal with (understatement) and you can stop with the sound effects...
But, I know with a little more time I'll be the only one for us both and you can have your way. I just hope that you weren't involved then. You said, "close." Is there something you want not to tell me? I think that I might be too broken-hearted if you were involved in that. Surely, you loved me enough to ask me.
I wish I still had Automatic Chill.
Something is missing between us and I am afraid it is all the words you want to say but are unable to say at this time. So, I'm going to leave this right where I found it. Somewhere between the ether and our mutual visual - the truth will come out. But, do tell me, were you there?
And should I be furious, miffed, angry, pissed, or just complacent now that I know you better...
I'm willing to leave it in my past, too. Easier for you as you had no intentions of choosing immediately the night in question...or am I remiss in my assumption and you in the motive and opportunity?
It's really all His call at this time.
And, I have a feeling he has had enough of humanity for a bit. Too much going on in politics to make any of us happy at this moment. Just, know, I want to see you looking into my eyes as often as possible, okay. I just need the reassurance that you are always there...even if it is only to confirm.
~P
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