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A Clarity of Discussion Methods

Let me begin with reiterating my appreciate for your willingness to keep me on the straight and narrow. I have been doing very well sticking to the tried and true method of keeping my situation under control -- and barring the horrid display of tantrum I fell victim to this week -- I feel I am still improving and much closer to stability than ever. In reference to my concern for your happiness, I can only say that I truly want you to be.  *** I know that we have difficulty communication. You have a Ph.D and should hire someone to cook and clean for you. It's crazy that we'rein this situation. But, I'll be happy to do that for $25 an hour for dinner and $125 for weekly or bi-weekly deep cleaning. If that's acceptable, let me know.  Please think it over. *** I am studying the communication patterns and the tribunal of three strong personality -- Introspective as they are. This has led me to the point that I'd really like to instill a little rule called "Me Time.&

Bryant

Hi. It's been a long night so far and I've been thinking about our conversation the night before last. I have avoided several more conflicting relationship traps in the past. I am quite sure this pattern will remain in tact. I love the way you look at me. I love your voice -- specifically the accent -- and they fact that you area true Baritone is extremely exciting...and I would like to hear more of it. I know things are complicated by professional ethics. I wonder sometimes if it was His design -- or just our bloody luck that brought it to this point exactly. But, the one thing I am sure of in this crazy world, is that I truly am the luckiest woman on the face of the planet with you protecting me. I know I have been difficult to deal with (understatement) and you can stop with the sound effects... But, I know with a little more time I'll be the only one for us both and you can have your way. I just hope that you weren't involved then. You said, "close.&q

Well...

It is a deep subject. I slept like a regular baby Tuesday night from about 11:00 PM until 6:00 AM Wednesday and then took a much needed nap to get over it from 8:00 AM to 10:00 AM. Funny thing about my sleeping pattern -- is it just as screwy as everything else in my life. Unfortunately, I have been awake since Wednesday at 10:00 AM and it is now Friday at a little past 7:00 PM. So, I'm in desperate need of sleep and because of a debacle at Wendy's over the Hamburger that loves me, I am probably several hours away from slumber yet again tonight...assuming I sleep at all...now that I know I am being hunted like Bambi's mother. I wonder if he'll shoot an arrow into the siding with the crossbow like he did at the Beach in May. That was an interesting divot in the drywall. I'm sure someone besides me noticed that -- when the paint was going on in the upstairs Master last month. I heard it hit. It was a couple of days prior to that situation I never want to think a